I've been thinking about you a lot recently. There have been so many LLamas appearing in my life and each one reminds me of you. I swear they miss you too or don't want me to be sad and that's why they're being so nice to me. We both know they were never nice to either of us when you were still here. Except the LLama in the sink, the painter. He was just plain weird. I miss you so much. There's so much you've missed and so many things I've wanted to share with you. I accidentally wrote a book. I don't know what I was thinking. I didn't mean to. I know you'd understand that. Your Mum bought me the most amazing scarf. It has freaking LLAMAS ON IT! I love it to bits. I drew a picture for you. I think it's right up your street. Love you always, Lauren